I have to go to office in morning and i am writing this post as i am not able to sleep :(
Have you ever thought that why we work.......other than Salary .. What value we are adding to this world by working. May be are trying to make things better and simpler, and in order to do that in most efficient (in term of cost\time ) we are making things more complex.
I am a System Admin, right now handling a Application support. Application which supports developers to manage there code and help project manager to plan for projects.
These developers are writing code for their clients may be banking , telecom , those companies are again working to provide me better services and see what, indirectly am doing all for my comfort.
But am i really in comfort am i actually enjoying life, am i really earn to live, seems like i am living to earn.
Life seems to be like an race, we humans are again living like animals prisoners to our schedule.
Some time i really think about life in past, we have been trying to make out lives better, are we successful enough to do this, are we living a better life, writing this blog sitting on my laptop gives me feel definitely things have changed and are much better from past, than why it happens that feeling of fulfillment is not there, there are something missing, something incomplete.
If only i was again a 6 Year old child and make excuse of stomach ace for not going to school. :(
Have you ever thought that why we work.......other than Salary .. What value we are adding to this world by working. May be are trying to make things better and simpler, and in order to do that in most efficient (in term of cost\time ) we are making things more complex.
I am a System Admin, right now handling a Application support. Application which supports developers to manage there code and help project manager to plan for projects.
These developers are writing code for their clients may be banking , telecom , those companies are again working to provide me better services and see what, indirectly am doing all for my comfort.
This circle made me understand a lot of things that if i will not give good service i am not going to get good service.
But am i really in comfort am i actually enjoying life, am i really earn to live, seems like i am living to earn.
Life seems to be like an race, we humans are again living like animals prisoners to our schedule.
Some time i really think about life in past, we have been trying to make out lives better, are we successful enough to do this, are we living a better life, writing this blog sitting on my laptop gives me feel definitely things have changed and are much better from past, than why it happens that feeling of fulfillment is not there, there are something missing, something incomplete.
If only i was again a 6 Year old child and make excuse of stomach ace for not going to school. :(
Adding to this post, that life can really become worse than actually it is. When I wrote this post ealier i didn't had feeling of fullfillment as I didn;t had any plan for future. I was lost and confused about what's going to happen in future. :(
ReplyDeleteNow I am working in night shifts (i hate them) and thinking that ealier it was by choice that i was not sleeping bit now I am supposed to sleep in night, as I am working in graveyard shift.